two years ago, i departed from the space we daily occupy. after a couple hours of important education, i bit down on the mouthpiece and rolled backwards off the boat. sinking deeper and deeper into the ocean blue.
last week, i departed from the space we daily occupy. after a couple minutes of important education, i stepped into a harness, boarded an airplane, and climbed thousands of feet into the clouds, above the clouds. hovering around the sky, i did what we were born to do. flying faster and faster towards the trees that keep us grounded.
there are people whose feet never leave the dirt. i am not one of those people.
i am very aware that my feet were made for the soft grass. the kind of grass that deserves bare skin and a moment of recognition. but i was born to this earth. all of it. i was born with gills, and i was born with wings.
i have not written much since we moved to hawaii in february 2016, but there has been so much to say. when the momentary annoyances of outdated city life settle into silence, the natural wonders of the islands speak louder than i could have imagined.
when the vicious waves slam me into the dead coral reef, i cringe. but as i come up for air just in time to catch a stingray quickly coasting over the crystal clear ocean surface, i remember why so many people are called to the sea.
there are ocean people. i am not one of them. but in the past year and a half, i have taught myself that just maybe, i am capable of finding a deeper connection to the vast blue planet beyond the shoreline. that just maybe, the same grandeur that naturally draws me to the tall pine trees lining mountain slopes might exist amongst the turtles and tuna.
and last week, as i carelessly launched my body out over that same ocean blue from 12,000 feet above, i learned why people love to fly. every element of this existence zoomed out to the big picture. shorelines sketching the outlines of islands. communities collectively organizing sections of earth. browns separating themselves from blues separating themselves from greens.
i was not afraid.
“but she says: ‘no, don’t you see we have wings? it’s the funniest thing, it’s just that no one knows.’” (“josephine” by teitur)
earth, wind, fire, water, air. our elemental composition trends towards a return to source.
why are humans transfixed on finding ways to fly? to breathe underwater? to climb the highest peak? to create fire?
it started with a spark.
just as our hearts know when another is beating in sync with our own, our bodies intrinsically know we belong to every element of this earth.
i scuba dive. i skydive. i continue to dive into whatever this life is willing to offer.
You must try hang gliding or paragliding. It is even more fun because you are in control – not just freefalling. I loved it! I am so glad I did it when I was young – Your age!… You are so right about scuba diving, too! Too much work in my old age though. Fantastic memories ! Enjoy!